From the recording Bloom Full
Lyrics
I thought I could make it on my own
But the world has its way of showing you you’re wrong
I couldn’t even remember the last time that I’d smiled
It was all I knew and it was all the time
I thought other people thought like me
But it turns out that I was pretty naïve
I’m so freaking tired of wondering why
I’m gonna spend my time worrying about my own life
I’m gonna paint it black
I’m gonna send it to hell
Fully feel the drag
To be living well
For the first time, for the first time, for the first time
It’s hard to believe it till you see
But sometimes change comes instantly
Instantly after you put in the time
It feels strange to say but I’m doing fine
I’m gonna paint it black
I’m gonna send it to hell
Fully feel the drag
To be living well
For the first time, for the first time, for the first time